"I've worked for this company for ten years, but I still don't have beans." beat: tired. "I don't like people that bullshit me" buns [possibly offensive]: the rear end; buttocks.
It sounds like you’re pissed at him, but there’s a part of you that still wants something to happen and thinks there is a chance. Maybe you just feel like you lost a part of yourself with him… The answer is in finding how to be enough without needing him to do anything in order to feel happy and content with life exactly as it is.
When you can find that place within yourself, then dealing with him won’t be an issue.
Depending on the situation, you may find yourself faced with some significant heartache, but it’s important to remember that being the wrong person for your crush doesn’t mean you aren’t the right person for someone else.
Plentyoffish dating forums are a place to meet singles and get dating advice or share dating experiences etc.
The important thing to remember is to keep your expectations in check and know the right time and way to ask.
Sorting Through Your Feelings Coping with Heartache Moving On Community Q&A Having a friend date your crush can be a difficult social situation to navigate.
"I don't know if he means physically, emotionally or what?
We're not kids, obviously not first time for either of us or anything so why would a guy ask that?
And yes, I did ask him why at the time but just got the quick reply of "I don't know.wasn't sure" so I still have no clue on this one.
Sounds like he was feeling insecure sexually, because he probably wanted you to tell him at that moment that he was THE most incredible man you have ever been with in your entire life.
Hopefully you will all have fun meeting singles and try out this online dating thing...